is this love, hate or pain?
for me it's all the same
these are the last words i say
because i really don't care
if you will come with me in there
where the sun never shines
oh, would you share this world with me?
oh, nothing compares to this beautiful dream
make love with me
on the bed of dead leaves
through the anguish and filth
together we wander
in the sea of your tears so come with me
and the torment will be complete
if you will come with me in there
where the sun never shines
i got wiring loose inside my head
i got books that i never ever read
i got secrets in my garden shed
i got a scar where all my urges bled
i got people underneath my bed
i got a place where all my dreams are dead
swim with me into your blackest eyes
In peaceful silence she lies there and sleeps
Dreaming of secrets conceiled in the deeps
Of our long forgotten history.
Those who are devoted to her know that she keeps
In her pure soul the key
To our identity.
I will guard your ancient dreams
Protect my lovely sleeping beauty.
I will give my life and love
For my Sacred Divinity.
Now the wintersun paints her in shining gold.
Smiling she wakes up and asks me to hold
Her gentle hand in mine.
Her graceful white body trembles in the cold.
She knows today the forces will aline - Forces hating the divine.
I will save you from their blind
And unreflecting treachery.
I will guard your soul and life
My Sacred Divinity.
I will always stand by your side,
Save you from their tyranny.
Or I will die for my love,
My Sacred Dininity.
Hear the storm blowing, see the skies darkening,
On marketplaces and in churches crowds of them are gathering!
Here they come marching, betraying and lying,
To take our love, and our souls, to destroy everything!
They do not care for your soul and your purity!
Nothing do they feel for you except of everlasting envy!
Neither do they know nor understand your biography,
They hate your beauty, hate all beauty, and fear your ascendency!
After this cold day of sadness and grief
She is left without any hope or belief
In a day after this night.
Will she in death find at last a relief,
A place of silence and light
Where everything is alright?
I broke down and cried in sorrow
In despair and mistery.
I cried for my love and passion,
My Sacred Divinity.
All that I could do was stand there
Helplessly in agony,
And watch them dishonouring
My Sacred Divinity.
many many times i've hesitated.. But it would make me like you...
it couldn't be worth it to hurt you...
Couse your death means nothing to me...
NOTHING TO ME!
stay with me a while
rise above the vile
name my final rest
poured into my chest
into the orchard i walk peering way past the gate
wilted scenes for us who couldn't wait
drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead
halo of death, all i see is departure
mourner's lament but it's me who's the martyr
pledge yourself to me
never leave me be
sweat breaks on my brow
given time ends now
into the orchard i walk peering way past the gate
wilted scenes for us who couldn't wait
drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead
halo of death, all i see is departure
mourner's lament but it's me who's the martyr
spirit painted sin
embers neath my skin
veiled in pale embrace
reached and touched my face
into the orchard i walk peering way past the gate
wilted scenes for us who couldn't wait
drained by the coldest caress, stalking shadows ahead
halo of death, all i see is departure
mourner's lament but it's me who's the martyr
for ages now
i've often faced the fear
it's hard to see
old memories are clouding my mind
it's beyond this life
i know the secrets are within me
wonderin'
in a world of broken dreams
depressed and haunting me
no way out
so many times it's hopeless dark and gray
no way out
and other times it's hope that saves the day
many moments of my life i pray tomorrow
inner peace will find its way and set me free
there's a light beyond the dark (darkest day)
there's a light beyond this life
and painful memories will all wash away
painful memories will all wash away
no longer struggle with the fear of
the end and what's beyond
i live a life of loyalty
true to myself and my own
the way out
a sea of life so peaceful and serene
the way out
the path of life lies open wide for me
come join the path of glory
leave all your fear behind
come join the path of glory
leave all your fear behind
many moments of my life i pray tomorrow
come join the path of glory
at last eternal peace will set me free
come join the path of glory
leave all your fear behind
come join the path of glory
release me set me free
Life is a clay urn on the mantle
And I am shattered on the floor
Life is a clay urn on the mantle
And I am scattered on the floor
We are the wounds and the great cold death of the earth. . .
"Earth is floating on the waters like an island,
Hanging from four rawhide ropes
Fastened at the top of the Sacred four directions.
The ropes are tied to the ceiling of the sky,
When the ropes break, this world will come
Tumbling down and all living things will fall with it and die. . ."
Life is a clay urn on the mantle
And I am the fragments on the floor
Life is a clay urn on the mantle
And I am the ashes on the floor
We are the wounds and the great cold death of the earth
Darkness and silence, the light shall flicker out. . .
biiiir çok sıkıldım
ikiiii yerim çok dar
ooooof senden çok var
Beni mi buldun şimdi?!! çok işim var..
dıtdırırırırırırıy haydaaa
dıtdırırırırırırıy ah ah ah ah
Lying on my back on a railway
Looking at the sky and its full moon
In the back of my head I feel the rumbling wheels
Shaking my memories
It's getting darker and darker and darker
My hands are frozen and steam comes out of my mouth
As I whisper my last words
Seem to fade away
The train is moving forward and closer
Can't stand up and walk away
Once I made my mind up so long ago
Now I can't change
It is just too bad
I feel so left alone, so forgotten
Nobody knows where I am, no one misses me
Cold water runs from my eyes
And the cold is freezing my last tears
Like I'm only half in my body, I can't feel
I think I'm already half gone, I can't think
It's getting colder and colder and colder
I can't breathe
The train is moving forward and closer
Can't stand up and walk away
Once I made my mind up so long ago
Now I can't change
It is just too bad
Cold metal - burning in my back
Cold cold metal - freezing
Cold cold metal - my head will burst open
Cold cold metal - it's been too much
Hayallerine bıçaklar saplanır,
Kandan denizlerde yüzer düş kırıklıkların.
'Dünya dursun!' dediğinde öğrenirsin yaşamayı.
Yaşamak dediğin şey ölümün bağlacı.
Kilometrelerce uzakken benliğine,
Tutsağı olduğun el vurur tokadını acımadan.
Ayaklarının altından kayarken dünya,
Düştüğün boşluğa yalnızlık dersin.
Yüreğindeki çivilerden kurtulduğunu sandığında,
Alnına gelen okla yüzleşirsin.
Karanlıkta koşarken yalvarınca,
Gördüğün ilk ışığı hayat zannedersin.
Ruhun düşünce ayaklarının ucuna,
Ezip geçmeyi öğrenirsin.
Umutları tutmak için her el uzatışında,
Uzandığın umutların yalan olduğunu hissedersin.
İnanmak istediğinde hala insan olduğuna,
Aynadaki canavara 'ben' diyemezsin.
Bir serapsa eğer bu hayat,
Niye hala çöldesin?
